Grey.

It has been SOOOOO long since I wrote anything on here. I don't know why. I have had the time, and I have stuff to say. Maybe just the wrong things.

Things I do are so silly. If I'm doing things, yet keeping them secret, then there is a reason. I'm not telling anyone because they will judge me for what I'm doing. Because its wrong. So I should stop. And I'm going to. Its crazy when you keep something secret for so long, how amazing it feels just to tell someone and just offload it all. And then you get an opinion. And you realise you actually need to sort yourself out. Stop "fucking around".

So that is my lovely little cryptic rant. Aaahhh sucha twat!

I have had such a beautiful week. Everything feels really different and new and I love love LOVE it!! All these amazing people who I have recently met, or even known for ages I have suddenly become really close to, and its lovely because they are lovely.

Oh my fuck I am so boring. I could talk about so much crazy shit, I really could!! Explaining what I do in my college frees or go mad about people changing and being really fucking stupid. But I just can't. Oh beth. Oh wow. Sort it out. I was gonna google interesting shit. I'ma go google it, and tomorrow, I shall attempt to not waste your time.

YEAH BABY . . Life ♥



I feel like I have a new head :)