Everything has been so weird this week. Beyond weird. But an amazing weird. I have all this shit running after me, because of all these weird things I have done, and I have a feeling its all going to catch up with me soon.
So as of yesterday, I realised something, that I have kinda thought for a while, which I think explains alot about my life. Its something huge, and it makes me feel better about myself. I understand everything more, all the shit I have done makes sense. Kinda . .
But why does something so important have to be more of a big deal to other people than it is to me. Of everyone I know, there is only one person who not only gets it, but will keep it to themselves and just help me with everything until its easier. I don't think people expect this of me at all. They don't expect it, and I know they wont accept it because its just, different.
Its like everything is coming together and falling apart at the same time. But sometimes you just have to make a decision and stick to it. If that shit catches me up then I'm gonna do something crazy drastic I think. I'm in need of a really big change.
I should be doing coursework . .
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